Hush Lush

Hello

2011-11-17T11:25:00.000-08:00

Basically this is what you missed this year. That's all.

Byebye.

ill see u soon

2011-07-13T11:08:00.000-07:00

My hair

2011-06-30T13:17:00.000-07:00

is getting longer :)

Promises, promises

2011-06-29T23:44:00.000-07:00

Ever since I started tweeting and tumblring I forgot about you blog :( I'm very sorry but they are far more interesting then you. But you will always stay in my heart forever<3

Anyways I'm on my semester break and things are doing pretty great. I'm as happy as a puppy. But there were times when I was about to break down but I stood up on my own two feet. I just went to Pergau with Lula and Iman and it was awesome. We must do it again ok bros :P

Dear you

2011-06-17T14:11:00.000-07:00

I never felt like this before. I've never really felt how it feels like to have a broken heart. I play it cool but at night when I'm alone you haunt me in my dreams. You keep on telling me not to leave but you let go of my hands. You didn't push me off the cliff but you never pulled my hands. You were there but you bare were. I felt like my dreams were trying to tell me that I don't need you in my life. My brain is in the same page but my heart is not. How can I choose from the two?I've been here and about but never all through. I'm always stuck here at the end of the road with no destination. I had the idea of where to go but not the courage to move forward. Why do I always do this? Just help me if you are reading this. I've been miserable without you. But for my own good, I need to learn the meaning of the word itself. Please help me. I've never been this deep.

Hey you

2011-06-15T13:00:00.000-07:00

I miss you
I miss our jokes
I miss our meals together
I miss cuddling
I miss our random moments
I miss us tickling each other
I miss your kisses
I miss your warm hugs
I miss the smell of your skin
I miss your smile
I miss you calls
I miss our late night supper
I miss our movie nights
I miss waking up next to you
I miss our fights
I miss your whispers at night
I miss our inside jokes
I just miss you and the stuff we do together

Just you

Who are you

2011-06-15T10:10:00.000-07:00

Dear future boyfriend,

I don't care whether you are new or old, I'll love you as much as I can. I'll try and be the best that I can be. I'll bring you the morning tea. With toast and peanut butter and jelly. I'll call you randomly to tell you that I'm thinking of you. I'll call you whenever I'm hungry. We can go to the beach and just walk along it side by side. We can go eat as much as we can and I will not worry about my body. I will let you play as much games as possible. I wont cry as much as I would and we would be perfect forever.

For a moment

2011-06-02T13:30:00.000-07:00

This time I'll be strong

No more sad faces from me

I'll be girl who smiles when everything is going wrong

I'll be the wild flower of the bunch

Yes sometimes I miss you

Sometimes I think of what we used to have

But I'm determined to stay free

I'll never make the same mistakes twice

Not to make hasty decisions

To have fun

Run with the wind

My days are getting sunnier by the hour

Thanks to my friends and family

Thanks for the surprise and lovely dinner <3<3

Without you

2011-05-22T14:24:00.000-07:00

I've never knew how to live on my own
But now I know how to breathe
I know how to let go
I'll keep on trying to live like I did

Sometimes I sing a sad song
But I know I'll be okay
Just keep on telling myself
I still have my friends

I know I will see you again
Maybe not today or tomorrow
Maybe not in this lifetime
But if we do, it will drown out all my sorrows

If things are not going our way
I'll keep on living
I can make it on my own
But I know I'll see you again

I won't wait for spring from summer
I won't be alone forever

There is somebody out there
Who knows how to stay

Sorry

2011-05-03T11:56:00.000-07:00

I've been neglecting you. It's not that I forgot about you. Its just that I have nothing good to write nowdays.
I'm back in Unisel that's a buzz kill. My hair is not growing any longer/healthier. I'm getting fatter. KL is getting dumber. I have to get out you know. Start some where new and fresh. Meet new people and experience new stuff.

Let's leave it at that.

Bruno Mars,

2011-04-12T11:52:00.000-07:00

please marry me. I will love you with all my heart. I will never cheat on you. I will never judge you despite the drug addiction or whatever your flaw is. I just want you to sing for me every night like a sweet lullaby. I fell in love with you since you came into the stage and started to bang the drums *drool*

I was remotely focused on your face even though I was tight below you with all the screaming crowd. But I still held on to my two feet because I know you will not let me down. I know why you did not sing talking to the moon because that song is our song :)

Sincerely,

Your future wife<3

Stupid

2011-04-02T10:00:00.000-07:00

Bodoh. Benci. Bangang. Babi. Butoh. Bangsat. Barwa. Bahlul. Bakul.

The words that I can think of using the alphabet B right now. So go figure on how I feel now.

To whoever feels like reading

2011-03-30T14:14:00.000-07:00

This post is for you. I know you have been trying to get to me but I'm too stubborn and yet you still try. But let's just face it. We don't have a future. Even if we do, it won't be as bright. So that is why I stopped anything from going too far. I don't want it to be harder then it already is.

I must be lying to myself even, if I tell myself everyday that I don't love you. I love you still. But my conscious is telling me to let go for my own sake. You can do whatever you want now and making me jealous is not a thing that I would bother anymore to be frank because I see things differently now.

If we are meant to be then let the future decide. We just go with the flow. If it is not then maybe we did make the right decision. I'll pray for your health, wealth and family. I wish you would do the same to me too.

If you feel like talking to me as a friend I'm always here, but as something more? I can't put a finger on where I feel. Even my emotions are as confused as my head. I'm still young and I wanna make mistakes in life you know? I wanna learn from them.

Suddenly

2011-03-30T14:05:00.000-07:00

I just got back from Bintulu and was telling my dad how it would be super awesome to get me the super fun xbox 360 kinect as my birthday present. And to my surprise, he gave me the money at that moment and I went to Low Yat at that minute as well. So this is why I love my parents. They love seeing us have fun so they would not mind to spend money on us.

Anyways, things are not so complicated anymore. I'm glad to have a simple normal life.

Nothing is okay

2011-03-11T10:38:00.000-08:00

When I am unmended
Just read this and understand that nothing is okay
Not everything is as easy as you thought it could be
I'm a girl
Fucking treat me like one

Black Swan Syndrome

2011-03-07T08:12:00.000-08:00

I'm ready to poke myself just because I'm not perfect

I'm going to see Nabila soon

That pretty much sums up my whole month

Yes I am a boring person

Sue me

words are just

2011-03-04T11:19:00.000-08:00

I gave them to you
I hope you loved it or at least read it twice

Give me the kind of happiness that you've never did
Starting tomorrow

Deep Blues

2011-03-01T05:33:00.000-08:00

So pretty I love it

Finals coming so have to dive into the books

I'm dying

No more brain capacity left

Suddenly being weird is not lame anymore

2011-02-26T02:10:00.000-08:00

Everybody wants to be unique
Everybody wants to be noticed
For their weird way of doing things
Remember the time when being weird is like a social suicide?
It's the trend now bitch.

Get over it

2011-02-24T10:13:00.000-08:00

I used to think that inspirations are hard to come by
Especially when we need them most
But now they are coming gently
Savior from my dark thoughts

....

2011-02-23T23:59:00.000-08:00

Home sick :(

I want to eat tutti frutti and fish and chips. And go bowling.
I had a weird dream. I was driving a smart car. It was so small that I had to bend my legs.
Weird. Then McD had this like little puffs with flavors. I bought vanilla and chocolate.
Totally weird.

Holy Hell

2011-02-23T01:40:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since I've posted a single thing about anything. Maybe I'm too tired for this thing. Or maybe I'm too caught up with my own. Anyways I'm having my finals in a couple of weeks and I'm freaking out. I have 7 subjects and I kid you not that every single one of them are a piss.

Why can't it be like 5 subjects or better yet 4. I can't make up my mind which subject to study first so when I'm half way there, I turn to another book thinking that its more important than the other. How to ace this semester if I'm tossing and turning like a clock running out of time?

I need a long calm break after all this to better my sanity.

Blossoms

2011-01-13T03:29:00.000-08:00

are pretty

I am an addict

2011-01-07T12:12:00.000-08:00

of Tumblr. So I'm reactivating my tumblr

www.donaaizat.tumblr.com

To make me glow everyday with joy

2011-01-07T00:50:00.000-08:00

Okay so I am pretty sane

2011-01-06T23:53:00.001-08:00

I'm holding on to blogger because its my first blog but I'm getting bored of it so I think Imma change it later <3

Oh Shit

2011-01-06T02:01:00.000-08:00

I think I finally hit the jackpot baby
And Imma be bullet proof all the way
I don't mind your bad hair or bad accent
But I'd love to get wasted on the laughs after :)

Being 20

2011-01-04T07:57:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna be 20 in 5 months and by right, I should be matured enough to make haste decisions on my own. No more guidance from unknown sources and no more petty fights. I want to be able to make something quality-wise out of my entire 20 year old life. Yes I know I sound so cliche but its my goddamn blog so flutter away haters. Maybe I'm old fashioned or maybe I'm just born with a mediocre mind but having to at least try to do good in my life is definitely not a crime.

So I'll try and be a better Dona this year and make more people happy besides myself. Cook more, instead of wasting money. Stop the shopping addiction, mostly to save money. To go and actually see paramore face to face hehe.

Paramore has been a disappointment since they (somehow) broke up but I still am sane inside this tiny head (somehow). It is sad to see that the people that you makes you happy in this world is no longer happily working together.

2 years in the making

2011-01-03T23:25:00.000-08:00

16 more days to go :)

Hopefully many more years lies ahead

I love you, sincerely<3

Apparently,2010 was

2010-12-28T10:50:00.001-08:00

Quite a year to say. I had good times, bad times and the best ever.

Never dwell in the past and live in the present, for the future let it be a mystery.

Congrats berow. we all love you

Cross my fingers

2010-12-19T06:31:00.000-08:00

I've been MIA for so long and neglected to write here. Well all is well with me. I'm going to celebrate my 2nd year anniversary soon hehe can't wait to be officially 2 years old. I've out-done myself this time. This time I will try to hold on better then I did back then. I hope we will last longer / long.

Ruby

2010-12-15T06:35:00.000-08:00

Had my nails done yeay I've been looking for this color for ages :D

Whatever happens

2010-12-13T05:07:00.000-08:00

Whenever we meet someone new, we will think hard of what to say, what type of conversations we should start and how to communicate with that exact person. Are they open minded or uptight? Do they have the similarities as we have with our friends?

Yes making friends is easy but to have them as your best friend is very hard.

To me, making friends is always a walk in the park but when it comes to being besties, its always hard. I'll always think of my best friends in high school and in Unisel but nothing can beat the ones who will be your best friend no matter what happens.

I learned that friends do come and go; best friends too. But when it comes to choosing who's better then who, its always hard. I have my best friend in high school and in college but both of them differs to one another. I have friends who sometimes I, myself doubt the face they put on infront of me and behind me. I'm not saying all of my friends are backstabbers or two-faced but its just nature.

My mom always warned me that you can never count more on your friends than your family and sometimes its true. My mom might be right most of the time but friends do break through that statement once in a while.

So I have to be a better friend to have a good friend.
Or be a better girlfriend. Not be so angry all the time. I'm very sorry if I did anything to offend you but my emotions are very confused right now. As am I. I can never get to the point of everything in a heartbeat.

For almost two years I've been tossing and turning to make sure that I've made the right decisions in life. I've made some mistakes along the way. It turned out okay. I'm glad as it is so there's no point of me complaining too. I've made my move so what's next?

December

2010-12-13T04:54:00.000-08:00

1. New shoes thanks Aizat Mok
2. January = 2 years <3
3. Kak Dana's 22nd birthday
4. As well as Hayley's 22nd
5. Nabila again!
6. Year End Sale
7. Vacation?
8. Time for a new haircut/color?
9. New room
10. 2011

If I had a million bucks, I'd buy myself

2010-11-10T08:59:00.000-08:00

Buy a Lady Gaga & Paramore's VIP tickets for the whole tour

And redecorate my entire house

And buy hundreds of accessories

Not forgetting the Chanel quilted bag & flats

And a few pairs of

When

2010-11-09T12:20:00.000-08:00

is our turn?

So I was thinking

2010-11-08T03:52:00.000-08:00

that I can maybe stay in KL a bit longer. This whole month of doing nothing and staying at home with Ayah watching Kimora : Life in the fab lane reruns is totally a blessing. And in two days time I'm gonna go out with Ika my school friend. So please, I want my life to stay still for the moment. I want to savor all the precious things that I love to do.

Aizat and I are doing great thanks to his balls to actually come to KL and surprise me. I LOVE YOU. And thanks Sasha for spending the entire weekend with me.ILEBYUTU<3.

Congrats to Elmy & Atoq for your beautiful wedding. Hope you guys will last forever.

I think I need a new phone. Mine is crazy. But I love my bb. I don't want to replace you with another bb. Thats cheating on you so I'm no cheater. Ill stand by you through pain and happiness. Like how Carl & Ellie did it.

I wish

2010-11-04T11:53:00.000-07:00

I can tell you how much i miss you and how long have i been waiting to see you. I really miss you and all these fights and break up is tearing me apart. Please just forget everything and sail me to yesteryear where everything is new, perfect and glittery.

Please just pick up the damn phone and right when I'm about to say "hello", tell me those three words that will never break my heart. How did we become strangers?

So Im sorry for all the bad things I said to you. Im sorry for snapping at you suddenly and Im sorry for being both right and wrong. Those decisions made us end up where we are. So by posting this and hoping for you to read it in the morning. Life without you is just too hard. I want to tell you I love you every single day and have the occasional fights every now and then. But not all the time. We can start fresh. Because we have our entire lives to get to know each other. Yes I am cheesy.

You are like the Paramore to my Hayley, so

Because i loved you first. But in case you did,

its all about drama

2010-11-03T10:15:00.000-07:00

Break ups are hard. Hard on the body, mind, soul, tear duct, and facebook. Forget all the usual remedies like ice cream or a good movie. Nothing can change the fact that the heart is still unamended. Maybe it will take days, weeks or even months but through those painful seconds are the ones we hate the most.

The awkward moment comes when theres no morning texts and phone calls that will end with a short and simple "i love you". The endless pictures and videos. The unsent present of hard work and thoughtfulness.
It will never be the same morning, by sunrise you are no longer mine.

So wipe off those tears and wash your face, theres still a life to live. Even if it means you have to be dead to live. Because its happening all over again. You've been here before, straighten up little soldier.

Finally,I am one with Blair.

k special

2010-11-03T04:04:00.000-07:00

My only buddy

The only one who cares about me

I'll see you tmr morning

Bye Bye

Goodbye to you

2010-10-30T05:56:00.000-07:00

I always remember

Impian terlepas

2010-10-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

1. Make up artist.
Because I would love to learn how to properly put on a decent face and how to blend and layer different colors.

2. Pastry Chef
Because I love to bake and I love to eat. But only baking.

3. Flight Attendant
IDK why I like the idea of me being one, but then my degree would go down the drain :(

4. Magazine Editor/ writer
Just because I like to write and read magazines. Too much excitement in one job.

5. Fashion Designer
Obviously every girl's dream. But I like it too so fakof hehe

6. Vet
Because I just looove animals and the enviroment but too bad I cannot be one since Im bad at math :(

The best day ever

2010-10-22T10:07:00.000-07:00

Before,

During

After

The next day

Paramore was the best day ever. Period. Nothing can compare. It was worth every sacrifice made.

I love you Hayley

Happy Birthday

2010-10-17T10:23:00.000-07:00

Im sorry I cant be there to celebrate

I hope you have a great birthday

I hope you will grow up wise and smart

I hope you will have everything you want

And I may be ten minutes late

But you do mean alot to me and so is your birthday

I had this thing planned but my feelings got in the way

I hope you will like what I made for you

It is simple but I put alot of effort into it

But think about what I said

I love you

I love you alot

I am happy with you

I told you once and I will tell you again

I will tell you I love you everyday

If you let me

Dear Paramore/Finals

2010-10-15T12:43:00.000-07:00

I'll see you guys real soon alright. Am studying so no fun for now. Just books, papers and highlighters for me

I CAN DO IT!

Happy Anniversary Brand New Eyes

2010-10-02T01:04:00.001-07:00

1 year of excellent music and humanity

I love labels

2010-09-28T22:30:00.000-07:00

I think I'm in love with this website. I've been looking around from time to time but today I finally registered. It's awesome! I love it. I used to bid on ebay but it was hard because we need to have a paypal account or at least a credit card. But not this baby. Just a simple bank account would do it. I have my eyes on the upcoming bids and I intend to win it! SO SEMANGAT!

Don't believe this thing would work?

He won an iPad for RM8

GILAAA

oh the link is at the side ----->
www.ilovelabels.my

Blank page

2010-09-28T01:51:00.000-07:00

I miss Bella. I miss her laugh her face her smile

Bella come back to KL. At least I have a little makcik to wake me up every morning :(

Gimme gimme gimme what I want!

2010-09-27T10:32:00.000-07:00

1. Benefit eye primer
2. Anna Sui Rock Me perfume
3. MAC's full set of brushes
4. Vinci's grey ribbon flats
5. 120 palate eye shadow from Glam Rock
6. Brown loafers
7. 500gb Hard Drive
8. Pink Doc Martins
9. Maybeline Hello Kitty mascara
10. New adapter for Dell 1420

PLEASEEEEE :(

Conspiracy

2010-09-27T10:21:00.000-07:00

It was a good weekend. Good wedding. Good food. Good trip. Good mood. Good company. Great boyfriend. great sleep. Great goofy cartoon. Great friends = Great life.

Gustavo

2010-09-21T20:58:00.000-07:00

Since my stomach is freaking out over rice and McDonalds, I can't eat rice everyday.
I can only eat rice once a week. And thats kinda hard knowing that here in unisel the only thing good to eat is rice!
So I have to be creative, eat bread, wholemeal that is. And oats. Now I'm constipated. Haha
If only I'm in KL then I can get really creative. I can eat pasta or O'Brien's yummy tuna sandwich or pizza or fish and chips YUMM
Or in Taiping and eat chapati or Kuew Tiaw Doli.
Ok now I'm stuck with crackers and milo.
HELP!

You better run

2010-09-20T21:45:00.000-07:00

Today is the world peace day

There is such day

So I'm gonna enjoy today

As it is

No fights, no arguments, no frowns.

Many faces of Dona

2010-09-20T09:29:00.000-07:00

HI<3

It's a little bit funny

2010-09-20T09:12:00.000-07:00

I'm glad we had that talk. I'm glad everything is getting better everyday.
I missed you. I missed you alot.
I'm sorry for the things I've done to you.

Please accept my apology as a consolation to the bitterness of this relationship.

Why do we ask why?

2010-09-07T10:15:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wonder....

Why can't I draw a non-tailed shaped eyeline on my eyelids?

Why am I so obsessed over Hayley Williams?

Why can't I grow taller?

Why is my hair so straight?

Why did I give my cat away?

Why am I so lazy to take a shower at night?

Why do I bake raya cookies at 2 am?

Why am I not a very forgiving person?

When is Homer Simpson going to die? Why is he still this young now?

Why do I care more about people than myself?

Why am I too selfish sometimes?

Why am I not observant enough?

Why is my boyfriend not talking to me? :(

hello raya bye puasa

2010-09-03T01:16:00.000-07:00

This Ramadhan has been kind to me. Puasa going well and buka makan sedap. The pictures are all dekat FB malas nak upload sini. Paramore nak dtg KL like OMG but WTF i have papers on that day. SHIT la i want to go :(

The day before that is B's birthday so IDK where to go. So sad kan? Kesian kan? Belanja la ticket Paramore :) I havent done my raya shopping yet. TMR! I will make sure of it. DOnt u worry your pretty little face hehe.

This time jugak ada cerita best at tv3. Ular emas la epilog syurga cinta la syurgamu ramadhan la. eventhough it sounds lame but the storyline is not that bad.

Im gonna enjoy this year because my brother is coming back and the Ampang Jaya clan will be whole again.

P/S: Sasha, dona xleh ajak makan2 sbb rumah tgh renovate hehehe malu org dtg tgk rumah separuh hilang :)

Moving on

2010-08-03T10:10:00.000-07:00

I can see that everybody's pleased with where they are

But what if I'm not?

I mean I like the way everything is, but it could be better

Could be, should be.

Anyways last weekend went to Shah Alam to Yaya's kenduri

Then met Ejat, Sasha, Kazaa, Kenet and decided to go to IKEA :D

MEATBALLS!

I had 10 okay

Sasha had 5

Kazaa had 5

Kenet had 15??

Suqon and TJ was there too

Sayang meatballs

Sayang sapa sapa yang suka cakap Dona suka makan meatballs

Sebab memang suka pun hehe

Could be better kan?
p/s: Ejat got a new job. I'm happy for you sweetie<3

Hey you

2010-07-29T12:44:00.001-07:00

with the white tshirt and skinny jeans

I LOVE YOU

I MISS YOU

Makes me cry

2010-07-29T09:36:00.000-07:00

Whenever I'm down, sad,or lonely
I look at Bella's pictures
It instantly lifts up my mood
And makes me happy and all mushy
I loooove my niece
I miss her :(
She can walk already now
I want to gigit her

hi its been a while

2010-07-27T13:21:00.000-07:00

Been good lately. Everything is going according to plan.Might not be perfect but still okay. A bit pissed at my space bar; I dont know whats wrong with it. Keeps on freaking out.

Back to KL this weekend. Its gonna be sick

Hello? Is anyone there?

2010-07-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

Next month is fasting month

I still have roughly about a week plus to catch up

But I can't stand to not eat cuz I'm always hungry

Damn it

I hope this year is going to be like last year

I loved Ramadhan last year

With my family, friends and Ejat

B nak duit raya please thank you

This 31st is my friend's sister's cukur jambul

Nak pergi tapi agak jauh

Tengok la okay Yaya?

Nak jumpa gak baby

I think..

2010-07-13T10:03:00.000-07:00

Good luck baby I hope you will get it

You will always be my monster

I love you

Hope lies for us and just maybe one of our dreams will come true

Kak Dina is getting married and I'm stoked

I'm the wedding planner

HAHA

Not much of a planner but I'll try my best

Weddings make me go crazy

This is the perfect time to let Ejat in

Maybe Sasha and Ejat gets to finally see Bella who knows?

Anyways the weekend was great

Had fun Good times

Met Sasha :) lepas geram

Met Carpathian again

Martin looks like my cousin

Adam looks like Edward Cullen

SPAIN WON

I AM SO HAPPY I COULD DIE

BlackBerry 9000 for sale

2010-07-13T07:45:00.000-07:00

RM800

Original set

New housing

For serious buyer

COD Ampang

Email me donaaini@gmail.com

Flutter

2010-07-06T11:08:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I envy the people, those who are lucky enough to make it through.
No sins, no doubt, just honesty and pride.
Those pearly whites paired with wit.
Thin slim and long locks with a sensible style that goes with.
All with own difficulties but ways of solving.
Talents and hobbies to spend the day with.
Words to utter and eyes to please with ears drawn to words.
The perfect combination of brown, white and yellow with porcelain finishing.

It's like having to smell when your neighbor baked a pie and you can already taste it in your mouth. You can bake it too but you don't have the main ingredient. You don't have the flour.

That's the feeling that's haunting me. Taunting me. Laughing at me.

I came so close to it but the wind blew it away again so I have to keep reaching.

Put your paws up bitches

2010-07-05T07:04:00.000-07:00

Okay it could be better but I like it now

Just nice

No changes

Just like this

But sometimes I feel like they are calling

Wanting me to fail

To go to the dark side and be Darth

But I'm Luke

Sometimes I'm Fiona

Like at night I'm hiding a dreadful ugliness behind silk screen of perfection

Okay I'm back in Unisel for my Degree

3 more years in this place

I hope I'll make it through

I'm with people I like now so I don't really mind

Classes are okay

Up to pace

Just the stupid PTPTN and MARA loan

Tons of things to apply and type and go here go there go everywhere

Hmmmmmmph

If this year is any like last year, I'll be very disappointed

Very very disappointed

Today I am not me

2010-07-04T10:03:00.000-07:00

I was kissed by Taylor and Robert, then I was Katy Perry and Hayley Williams and the naked one is Lady Gaga and Kim Kardashian and lastly I was holding Jensen Ackles' hands :)

What a day!

I had plastic surgery today

2010-07-03T10:29:00.000-07:00

From this,

To Iron Man

Hell.

Yes.

Good Morning

2010-07-02T10:43:00.000-07:00

The light came into the room

It was a mixture of sunny orange and blue

I opened my eyes and met yours closed

Secretly hoping I was the one you dreamt the most

I took your shirt last night

And curled with it by my side

To wear it on the next morning

Walking around with the scent of you skin

Our lips met each tender kiss

Our arms tangled on each hug

Maybe we might get old and die

But at least I tasted your lips touched mine

All the undead, please rise

2010-07-01T04:18:00.000-07:00

Nothing to type so pictures will do :)

Okay

2010-06-19T04:02:00.000-07:00

I take it back

I'm starting to have second thoughts

And its scaring the shit out of me

Go ahead and keep this going

Maybe one day I'll be the one who is on my way

Schemes

2010-06-18T11:12:00.000-07:00

I miss you. I know we often fight now but that makes me love you even more. I understand that maybe we can never see eye to eye but I wont stop trying. You can count on it. But please, you know that I am kinda fragile when it comes to you so please don't break anything and I mean anything from my anatomy to my feelings. I may not make sense now but I know you understand me. I love you I admit it sometimes I'm a bitch but I promise that it won't get to you.

Sometimes

2010-06-17T06:57:00.001-07:00

Boring jugak kalau everyday macam ni

What to do?

Kalau boleh nak lompat

Haha

So happy

2010-06-16T11:40:00.000-07:00

That she is biologically suppose to love me :)

HAH MY ANSWER TO YOU IS

2010-06-15T11:08:00.000-07:00

AND

YOU LIAR

You really wanna know?

2010-06-08T11:40:00.000-07:00

How I feel right now?
I feel like I'm ready to murder any human being

And not care about the world

Be able to not care about results or how dry my hair is or how I miss someone so much it hurts

If I had one wish right now, and I totally have one because I didn't wish at all on my birthday

It would be from here or

Just this will do, or to be in peace would be great

Remember,

Hold my hand as I am lowered

2010-06-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

I always sink with the ship
Maybe its because I'm a good captain
Or a loyal servant?

I really need a

2010-06-08T02:40:00.000-07:00

Fucking vacation

Please?

What a dayy

2010-06-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

DONA IS FREAKING 19!!

My birthday was with great
Ejat was my present
Sasha gave me posted chocolates with a cute bag :) Loves it
The best I can ever wish for
Then my family and I went to dinner at Chillis KLCC
And we got brownies as my birthday cake yeay
But I wanted Molten lol
But anyways it was a pretty good day

My sisters :) Excuse our bright happy faces

The Lovely Aunty Amy :P

With Ayah & Mama (love you)

Nachos & Salsa (love you too)

Happy Birthday to me :)

Why oh Why

2010-05-27T23:11:00.000-07:00

You are my inspiration and now you are down
Way down
Now prove us wrong

Spitty spatty

2010-05-25T08:47:00.000-07:00

X: Apa alamat Y?

Y: Kenapa X?

X: Nak hantar kad kawin

Y: Awww :)

Congrats. I'm really happy for you. I lebiu <34567890

Boring nak buat survey lama dah tak buat

2010-05-24T08:37:00.000-07:00

Who are you texting?
Boyfriend

Why aren't you in 'love' with your last ex anymore?
Hence the word "ex"

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Yes

How late did you stay up last night and why?
Not that late I slept quite early

What do you currently hear right now?
Monster - lady gaga

Who was the first person you talked to today?
My aunty

Have you ever ridden a horse?
nope

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Hmm My birthday!

Are you wearing jeans right now?
Nope

Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
Yes :((

What's something you do when you're mad?
Write

Are you a patient person?
Maybe

When was the last time you cried?
Uhhh cant recall

Where is your default picture taken?
what default?

What is your current mood?
okay la

If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Yes

What's your favorite smell?
Vanilla/cotton

Ever kissed in the rain?
Nope

What are you thinking about right now?
My boyfriend

What color are your eyes?
dark brown

Is there someone you just can't imagine your life without?
Yes

Have you ever got a D or F on your report card
yes

If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
It would be the same

Were you happy when you woke up today?
not really

Do you believe in true love?
Yes

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Nope itll be a blessing

Finishing sentences;

1 My boyfriend... is mad at me
2 Maybe I should... sleep now
3 I love... my family
4 People would say that i'm...fat
5 I don't understand... why do we live like this?
6 When i wake up in the morning...I always hope that I get a nice text from b
7 I never...want to eat at Carls jr ever
8 Life is full of...shit
9 My past is...liveable to
10 I get annoyed when...people start being asses
11 Parties are...okay
12 I wish...my birthday will be fun
13 Dogs...loud annoying
14 Cats...are cute!
15 Tomorrow...Im prob gonna sleep til 3pm
16 If I had a million dollars...Ill be a millionaire damnit!

He ate my heart then he ate my brain

2010-05-24T08:20:00.000-07:00

Been reading alot of xiaxue and kennysia lately
Perez and E! too
Makes me wanna go to DisneyLand more and more
I'm excited to meet all the princesses there

Meanwhile, over here in main land is quite cloudy
Today was not a very productive day
Washed my car after 3months
Super dirty
Downloaded Supernatural
Played Formspring with Ejat asking questions
Not a Tumblr week I must say

Ask me anything? www.formspring.me/donaaini

A little conversation makes a big gossip

2010-05-23T08:54:00.000-07:00

Just got back from Kelantan
Went back just to make 10 glasses of dessert for the main table?
Okay I know I have nothing better to do but the trip going there was just a pain
It was about 7 hours
I slept through it mostly
It was cold, but it could have been worse

So we arrived at 4 am
Then had to wake up at 9am
Anyways it was great
Met alot of old people

The moment I reached KL Im happier already
I miss Ampang

My birthday is in 8 days
Im not as excited as last year
Because Im getting older
Next year Ill be 20
More forgetful
Soon I'll be dead
Hmmmm I just want to spend a nice day with my loved ones

Ejat, the best present you can ever give me is to be with me on that very day
Make note of that okay?
If theres no cake or songs or presents or whatever
Its okay as long as you are here with me okay?
Can you hear me?

I need a break

2010-05-19T10:02:00.000-07:00

There are times in our lives that we realize how much we miss those people that means so much in our lives
Now I'm in front of my tv watching running in heels and typing this very entry
My days are going by unnoticed
I have nothing real to do
I wanted to work but then its not a holiday then is it?
Anyways at least I'm going back to Kelantan tomorrow night
Maybe thats something

In the mean time, I really miss spending time with Ejat
Going out to lunch at 12 with him and his friends and meeting Sasha later
Going to trips around and around everywhere
We need a trip b
Maybe on my birthday? *hint hint*

I never knew

2010-05-19T08:42:00.000-07:00

Ive always wondered why wasn't our lives like the movies?

The Reader

Met a foreign lady 20 years his senior. They had an affair. He was just 16 then.
This movie killed me. He read to her every time they see each other and he fell in love with her.
Then she just disappeared.

The Duchess

She was 18 I think and she married a Lord. The guy was a jerk. He just wanted an heir to his kinda like 'throne'. So she had 3 girls and no boys.

They both have the kinda like hidden literature feel in em
Or that maybe they just have a monogamy storyline of their own

The Craft is my all time favorite weird movie

Huh Im so bored. Give me something to do please

400th post

2010-05-18T07:23:00.000-07:00

Wow tak sangka till 400 in almost 3 years. Kalau tumblr tak sampai 1 year dah 700 ++ haha :P
Anyways I missed home and its 'homey' surrounding.
Woke up at 2pm today. Lama dah tak bangun lambat.
Then went to Tesco with Aunty Minah. Bought stuff. Baju :P

Then went back made some Cucur Pishang.
Dona masak okay! (lenyekkan pisang kira masak la kan??)
Then I bantai all of the cucur hehe.

Then malam tengok Totally Spies the Movie and other movies la.
Rindu jadi couch potato.
I've got a month to spend. And I intend to spend it wisely.
Going back to Kelantan in two days for my cousin's wedding.
In a scale of 1 to 10, please tell me how exciting thats gonna be.

honey, im home

2010-05-17T01:50:00.000-07:00

Im finally home! After a year in unisel, im finally free from foundation.
Next is degree baby! But ill enjoy my holiday first.
Buttt Ill miss my friends there, thanks for being there for the whole year to Christina, Yaya, Kecik, Qila andd all of you guys there lah :)

And to Eykin, Mok Syaz and Jana, I miss you.

Mok and Sasha too :(

Ill see you guys in a bit!

tehee

2010-05-11T08:00:00.000-07:00

I almost forgot my own url for my own blog
i missed you lol

k bye for now
ps: i miss u sasha ku :((((

Not so cliche

2010-04-16T09:15:00.000-07:00

What if the best weeks of your life goes on double time?

I did :)

Last week I got to see Sasha and (kinda) celebrate her belated birthday & went to KL with Ejat
*dating dating*
When we reached Kl, I sent Ejat to go cycling with his friends and I had some "girl time" with Sasha and we talked till like what 4 am?
Then the next day we went to Nandos and had lunch and then Kaza came to BB and we left them to go dating pulak :P
Then went to One Cafe and then Ejat went in I didn't
Out of boredom, I went to Times Square with a couple of his friends and met Sasha at BB
Had dinner and went back to One Cafe
Then as usual, we went to SS2 to eat supper?
p/s: Ejat mok sangat sampai kayuh basikal tak larat muka pucat hahaha

So it was kinda the beloved outing weekend kinda thingy right?

Then this week Bella datangggggg!
She's crazy cute and super fucking adorable and TAK TAHAN NAK GIGIT

Bella came and everybody was like damn happy
Especially her grandparents la
We played and talked for a while then we went to McD at Petronas to have dinner

Then after makan, we bawak her main at the playground for a bit

Then ada this cute baby boy datang mengorat Bella

And its not even the weekend yet
TAK SABAR
Bye!

happy birthday sis :)

2010-04-14T08:29:00.000-07:00

Sorry lambat upload sbb connection kat unisel lembap :)

history or my story

2010-04-04T12:26:00.000-07:00

"think of me think of me when you're out when you're out there"

If life exists without the ability of having memories, would it be as meaningful as it is now? I mean we don't have to go through heartbreaks or whatever kind of heartache if we don't have the ability to feel the presence of the past in the grasp of our hands?

I just feel like its a weird thing to live in the past
but to think about it makes me weak on the knees

What will happen to my future then?

More than this

2010-04-04T05:24:00.000-07:00

to whoever you are

2010-04-03T07:34:00.000-07:00

Stop stealing my stuff
I bought it
So its mine
Stop fucking stealing my clothes, my fucking bra you sick motherfucker!

Sial la benci orang mencuri ni
Nak curi barang pegi la tempat lain tak payah belajar
Kalau kau kantoi dengan aku lagi sekali, aku panggil polis tangkap kau
Biar bontot kau kena sebat!

BYE!

Habits die sometimes

2010-04-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

I have a hell lot of them. I sometimes think that they are a part of me like without them, I wouldnt be who I am today. Like:

1. I will wait till my roommate mandi, then I mandi.
2. I will always forget to off the lights/fan when I go out.
3. I will wake up after 11 am on weekdays.
4. I get easily addicted to tv shows (hence, Supernatural is the new drug).
5. I wont top up until my cdt balance is RM 0.02
6. I will eat crackers with my milo every night in my hostel.
7. When I go online, I will check my tumblr first before anything else.
8. When I wake up, I will check my zombie farm on my phone.
9. I like to eat and drive.
10. I always order the same thing.

Okay so back to Tv Shows, I think that :

1. Gossip Girl is still the best
2. Supernatural is still new to me
3. One Tree Hill takes like 5 years to download
4. Glee is too over rated
5. Vampire Diaries is too draggy
6. Korean Drama is not so bad after all
7. Ugly Betty is too hard to catch up with
8. House is kinda boring
9. Grey's Anatomy is too lovey dovey
10. I like cartoons better

Oh hello baby, its been a while since I last blogged about you. Nothings changed. I still love you like I did a year ago :)

U know what I hate the most?

2010-03-23T10:19:00.000-07:00

When people butt in to my problems and act like they know what I'm thinking about. Like they know me better then I know my own self.
I just hate the fact that some people can be the third wheel in anything regardless of how the feelings may be.
I despise people taking my stuff without my permission. Like wth its mine, ask la not so hard right?
Another thing that makes me boil is when people who doesn't know how to quit like in an annoying and negative kinda way.
When people start to point fingers and never check their source first sucks too.

This has nothing to do with anyone. It's just very random.

Heh

2010-03-22T07:55:00.000-07:00

Fuck you
I really mean it

Go and find some other motherfucker and fuck each other
Nuff said

I have no

2010-03-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

Regrets

baby baby baby ohhh

2010-03-11T09:24:00.000-08:00

Okay I am not showing my titties but I am actually showing that my
hair is finally longer than before
Yes I love long wavy locks
But mine is somehow dead straight but fuck it

Things are getting hectic-er by the day
Tensions rising
Wireless disappearing
Fuck it
Again

My sexy boy got me a new toy
Thank you
I love you
You always buy me nice things
I'll buy you something colorful for your bike

I need a shower

Bye

Yes yes yes!

2010-02-14T09:43:00.000-08:00

I had a nasty session of howling today hehe

I karaoke-d with my sisters while my parents are not around god we sucked!

But I had fun

Anyways, today is the last day Mok is going to be in Ampang Jaya

Tomorrow I am going to sell him to Pets Wonderland

I am sad, hence the fact that he went wondering yesterday

I cried! Thank god I found him back

Mok, I love you so much and so does my whole family

We didn't sell you because we don't love you but we feel that you might have a happier life with another family who will take care of you better than we did

We have never had a cat and you are the only one we will know and cherish

I hope your new master (s) will love you like we did but please

Don't ever forget about us

The family that you have been with all this while

I love you

Mok Bin Mohd Aizat

Slowly, gently.

2010-02-13T11:06:00.000-08:00

You would not believe your eyes,

with 10 000 fireflies

Sasha, we need to take more pictures with each other next time<3

Baby, you look adorable like fat kid kinda adorable.